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rainbowboy

Joined: 28 May 2008 Posts: 95
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 1:11 am Post subject: don't hate the people, love the game. |
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I am a drama-free person. I know i act weird from the start. I admit I was being gay and if you call me a fag, i won't be mad at you. I am not a homo.
Since today, i realized that no matter how nice and friendly i could be with anyone, i am still disrespectful and mean.
After i watched how painter talked to smitchy, Yabbah and other haters radiating all the hate messages, i think i offended a lot people in the game.
Except one time with hackers, I never insult anyone in my life no matter what. Some people might used my game name and got me in trouble, i just let it go.
From today, I can't do this anymore. My only reason to play ut in umg so i could feel bit good from all the negative thoughts. But now , i have to find a way other than taking pills.
All my life, I wish other's worries and pain will go away from me so their happiness will bring mine. After few months, my only mother will be in heaven.
I know my english is not very good, i am sorry if i confused you. These are my last words to you all:
Thank you for all the help and love you gave to me. This is the best time of my life. Rainbowboy have shined all the delightful happiness to you. It time to say "Goodbye" |
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Nny
Joined: 15 Dec 2007 Posts: 611
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 1:14 am Post subject: |
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| You really need to give up video games man... yer an addict. |
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americanwargod

Joined: 27 May 2007 Posts: 277 Location: Michigan
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 1:37 am Post subject: Re: don't hate the people, love the game. |
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| rainbowboy wrote: |
| It's time to say "Goodbye" |
rainbow, dont let internet bs/ignorant ppl get to u. do what i do, someone says ssomething mean to me, i just say,"Peace2YerFamily". All other negative stuff, just ignore it. Besides, i thought u wanted to get better at shooting the blue bubbles.?  _________________ Live, Love, Forgive, Remember, and Have Fun!
Together, we are 'Dominating'.
To frag, or not to be fragged?
That is the question. |
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Mixtape_Messiah

Joined: 15 Dec 2007 Posts: 11 Location: TX
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 2:47 am Post subject: |
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I've seen you play plenty of times and have witnessed how you conduct yourself. Your world is small and sad. You'd be doing everybody a favor, especially your mother, if you ended this.
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Smegma

Joined: 19 Aug 2007 Posts: 825
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 3:59 am Post subject: Re: don't hate the people, love the game. |
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| rainbowboy wrote: |
I am a drama-free person. I know i act weird from the start. I admit I was being gay and if you call me a fag, i won't be mad at you. I am not a homo.
Since today, i realized that no matter how nice and friendly i could be with anyone, i am still disrespectful and mean.
After i watched how painter talked to smitchy, Yabbah and other haters radiating all the hate messages, i think i offended a lot people in the game.
Except one time with hackers, I never insult anyone in my life no matter what. Some people might used my game name and got me in trouble, i just let it go.
From today, I can't do this anymore. My only reason to play ut in umg so i could feel bit good from all the negative thoughts. But now , i have to find a way other than taking pills.
All my life, I wish other's worries and pain will go away from me so their happiness will bring mine. After few months, my only mother will be in heaven.
I know my english is not very good, i am sorry if i confused you. These are my last words to you all:
Thank you for all the help and love you gave to me. This is the best time of my life. Rainbowboy have shined all the delightful happiness to you. It time to say "Goodbye" |
I'm dead serious when I say this: You need professional help to help you deal with your depression. It's an illness and it can be treated. Plus, you might be having a psychosis. _________________
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Code_of_Life

Joined: 20 Feb 2007 Posts: 2128 Location: Irving, TX
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 4:29 am Post subject: |
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Sorry to hear about your troubles rainbow.
You used to use the name no_more_ut a long time ago so I think this decision has been a long time coming.
Before that you were "bohonghong" for sometime.
All the best and I hope things become better for you. |
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$triker

Joined: 03 Dec 2007 Posts: 68
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 4:30 am Post subject: |
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Man, what happened to you?! Best of luck, it has been fun occupying a spec slot next to you . |
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Sanitor

Joined: 11 May 2007 Posts: 190 Location: Mitten State
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 4:39 am Post subject: |
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Best of luck on figuring things out.
Everyone has times that up and down.
You seem like a caring person.
Try your best. Be true to yourself. |
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{RT}MankindsFall

Joined: 27 Nov 2007 Posts: 952 Location: CA
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 6:16 am Post subject: |
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Immature comments ftw.
Rainbow, I wish you luck in everything out of UT. You'll find it hard to permanantly stay away from this game. I thought I could. I cant imagine what you must be going through, though I've had some rough times myself. I find that when Im not doing anything my thoughts are at their worst. I wasnt blessed with looks or being social, so video games took their place. Preoccupy yourself, thats my advice.
Hope all goes well, UMG will always have a spot open for you.
Oh and what Smegma said, if things really go far enough down, seeing someone about it would probably be best. _________________
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americanwargod

Joined: 27 May 2007 Posts: 277 Location: Michigan
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 9:46 am Post subject: |
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| Mixtape_Messiah wrote: |
| Your world is small and sad. You'd be doing everybody a favor, especially your mother, if you ended this. |
ouch, thats cold, im ashamed  _________________ Live, Love, Forgive, Remember, and Have Fun!
Together, we are 'Dominating'.
To frag, or not to be fragged?
That is the question. |
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TakedaT

Joined: 19 Jan 2008 Posts: 100 Location: Long Island, NY
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 12:51 pm Post subject: |
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| americanwargod wrote: |
| Mixtape_Messiah wrote: |
| Your world is small and sad. You'd be doing everybody a favor, especially your mother, if you ended this. |
ouch, thats cold, im ashamed  |
agreed
I hope all goes well for you rainbow. Dont listen to what any of these kind of morons have to say. I wish nothing but the best for you and hope to frag you again sometime in the future.  _________________ Lead, follow or get outa the way! |
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DARKPAINTER

Joined: 06 Jan 2007 Posts: 876
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 2:00 pm Post subject: Re: don't hate the people, love the game. |
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| rainbowboy wrote: |
I am a drama-free person. I know i act weird from the start. I admit I was being gay and if you call me a fag, i won't be mad at you. I am not a homo.
Since today, i realized that no matter how nice and friendly i could be with anyone, i am still disrespectful and mean.
After i watched how painter talked to smitchy, Yabbah and other haters radiating all the hate messages, i think i offended a lot people in the game.
Except one time with hackers, I never insult anyone in my life no matter what. Some people might used my game name and got me in trouble, i just let it go.
From today, I can't do this anymore. My only reason to play ut in umg so i could feel bit good from all the negative thoughts. But now , i have to find a way other than taking pills.
All my life, I wish other's worries and pain will go away from me so their happiness will bring mine. After few months, my only mother will be in heaven.
I know my english is not very good, i am sorry if i confused you. These are my last words to you all:
Thank you for all the help and love you gave to me. This is the best time of my life. Rainbowboy have shined all the delightful happiness to you. It time to say "Goodbye" |
im sorry u had to see me and smitchy fight dude lol we have been out at it for a long time...has for Yabah u seem me *** about him? i like the guy he makes me laugh...and no worries *Bad Painter * alias most of the time and u dont see him fight with anyone has more has u think...u shouldnt be taking the game so seriously, and shouldnt try to make friends on an internetz game.get out , take a walk, go take a coffee with someone and talk. Its the best remedy to make friends outside this game and just TALK..hope u get better and smile  |
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VendettA

Joined: 11 Dec 2007 Posts: 1114 Location: Great Falls, MT
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 3:14 pm Post subject: |
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Eh?
Dude I think you need to chill out. Personally I don't think anyone should be depressed, because no matter how bad things get, you can guarantee that someone's had it worse and dealt with it. My dad died while I was in high school, and my mom died a few years ago. I've had a best friend and two other friends die. Hrmmm, now that I think about it, maybe I'm a bad luck charm.
You all should stay away from me. _________________
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| pwnage.... you own me by an additional 2 inches |
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Nny
Joined: 15 Dec 2007 Posts: 611
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 3:25 pm Post subject: |
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The world is over populated, if you are unhappy. Be an hero and kill yourself. But you know... do it in a way that's clean and not a burden to anyone.
I suggest falling into a crevasse. No body to have to deal with.... far away from anyone. You'll probably die pretty quick... and it'll be a fun adventure until you hit the ground.
Let people know you are going mountain climbing before hand... DON'T SAY IT'S SUICIDE. Death benefits don't pay off if you commit suicide. But accidentally falling into a crevasse is fine.
Enjoy! |
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Mikko

Joined: 20 Feb 2007 Posts: 873 Location: CA
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 4:40 pm Post subject: |
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| Nny wrote: |
The world is over populated, if you are unhappy. Be an hero and kill yourself. But you know... do it in a way that's clean and not a burden to anyone.
I suggest falling into a crevasse. No body to have to deal with.... far away from anyone. You'll probably die pretty quick... and it'll be a fun adventure until you hit the ground.
Let people know you are going mountain climbing before hand... DON'T SAY IT'S SUICIDE. Death benefits don't pay off if you commit suicide. But accidentally falling into a crevasse is fine.
Enjoy! |
***... DONT SAY THAT NNY....SUGGESTING SUCH IDEAS TO POOOR RAINBOW BOY IS EQUIVALENT TO MURDER
seriously rainbow boy, we all had that kind of shit before.....as of 2 weeks ago, that was my 5th time reinstalling ut2004 cuz of other crap goin on (i.e. school, study, etc...)
hang in there....delete ut2004 if u have to, but we are still behind u in the UMG forums.
-Mikko _________________
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